The Domo Entries

life

i dont really do much blogging i try to keep my life to myself but ya i havent posted here in awhile so here goes

since my surgery i have been jobless after the first month i started to worry and now im heading to the 4th month jobless and im stuck IM FUCKING STUCK HERE meaning i can do anything recently just last week my car was totaled meaning undrivable lol i mean for christ sake its still in the towing place i havent seen it yet...btw my friend crashed it cas i was up till early morn playing ro so i thought it would be safer if he drove thought wrong didnt i but ya continueing i have no money i have no car i have no job...i own a computer someclothing and a blanketim basicly the house bitch meaning i do shit around the house cleaning and shit case i have nothing to pay for rent and as much as i love living off my friends...I FUCKING DONT  i feel worthless because im the equvilant of hobo...im not looking for sympathy or pity case i dont need it i need a fucking way outta this town no ones hireing i miss my life i frankly dont have a life anymore i have my girlfriend who i love to death i cant understand how i have such a wonderful person in my life...to the people say i atleast you have stuff in yur life i woul like you to keep quiet  my heath is poor i have friends but im seen as a mooch family live too far to matter and btw that made up fairytale know as god is a joke...luck isnt on my side but oh well all i can do is say fuck it and get on with my life trying to better myself but for what i mean to say the least the future isnt tooo bright  meh life just suck i really need a way out...and i have too many scars to go back to how i was "copin" with my problems uhrichsville  can go fuck itself my slow stride with quit smoking failed im so stressed and theres nothing i can do im running down that road of life just tripping constantly i mean thinking about the past my father who abused me and left when i was 5 wasnt helpful then joe coming in beating the shit outta a 5 yearold till i was 7 that wasnt great either when my mom met my stepfather i though my abuse was finnaly over but i was wrong ...my only father figure my uncle died 8 years ago next month my grandfather died aswell 3 years too growing up poor in a roachinfested trailer for 10 years in the middle of nowhere this shit adds up i mean ro is the only thing in my life thats been good to me i have alot of pain from the past its just hard to let go like i said before im not askin for anything im just ranting/venting i want to see my girlfriend soo bad it hurts 2 hours away i could have drove so easily but now i cant i cant go there...i need to get it fixed i need to beable to hold her in my arms fall asleep next to her knowing she will be there when i wake hell even just listening to her heatbeat in synk with mine holdin her hands thats love for me ive been acting like nothings wrong around her so she doesnt worry i dont want her to worry but this is so hard lol heres how i see myself David = nothing hes worthless lazy ass who is only living day by day he lets everyone down eventualy and fails in most aspects. i mean thats just the jist of it but you get the point im to that self loathing point or mid life crissis in my life meh i dont mind takeing a few blows in my life i can handle that but im flooded oh well i guess im just ganna have to suck it up lol

now you know about a litte bit of my life btw imm to lazy to format that so if you dont want to read it oh well
The one and only
Dr. Domo

P.S. Courtney I love you

late entry

Kinda havent been keeping up with my entries been busy being poor and junk ya know medical biills yadda yadda and unemployment xD least things are going swell on ro im almost 90 on my sniper between hillwinds and the lovelyassistance of Buttons i have achived a nice goal of 5 lvls not so much a fail sniper lol

heard about the trp nerf ganna be happening soon ganna basicly make us trappers uslesss isnt that nice
lol not to much to post trying to get back into the groove of posting soo guess ill ttyal

The good doctor
Dr.Domo

When it just loves to rain shat on me

ya ill post my lovely week

Machine or brick you decide

Why hello thar.
lol title makes no sense but i like it xD...ok well heres meh my week has been really really REALLY crappy T_T ok we will start on sat.....
 
Saturday the start of it all......
           i had to work at 10 in the morning and well i only had like 4 hours sleep before.....so 10 am right so i decide to get high-always the best thing before work helps mellow the fact im one of the mmost hated things on earth...work sucked i didnt catrh anything to eat the night before and then people were ordering chinese eating it infront of meh T_T notttttttttt coooool so 8 hours later i get off work and we head home i get even higher cause i need to get ready for woe cause trappin needs to beh done high xD so halfway through woe im baked outta my mind somebody either typed something or said somthing in vent but it was like a trigger and boom instant bad tripp and i start to look like im a coke head havoing withdrawls xD so im sitting there shivering sweating parinoid till woe was over so i left ro and went to bed imidaltly

Sunday day 2 of fun
so i woke up to a call from the hospital they asked meh a few questions yeadda yaddda and told meh ima basicly need alot of mnoney before sugery which is like in less then a week oh yay my wrist hurts xD but ya i really dont know how im anna pay for this shit but ehhh so i light it up btw ima huge pothead but ya i brun down and i play pokemone blue cause i wanted to beat it in  one day so couple hours later im at the volcano before elite 4 and bam power goes out.....shittt so here i am dead of dark and nothing to do so i light a few bowls and try to go to sleep but before hand i did step outside and had a bit of fun in the storm <3 storms so that trailed into monday

Monday had to be the worst day of my week....
     the day started out us getting with Carl having some sort of a heart attack yaaaaaaaaaathats pretty fcked up >.< then our power back <3 but no internet
Yesterday fun times.....
    woke up did nothing absolutly nothing though about gettig on ro oh wait maint ah ha i forgot about that >.>so i went to work and i acomplished nothing sigh i fail as being a telemarketer umm went to GE and got a gift card for ro i wanted to treat myself i raley get gifts for myself so ya im at home playing around and bamsome on pms me turns out it was a old friend i could tell they knew my name ha ha(aparrently it was someone else) but ya they asked if i could help em out and pay for a acc and he would give meh co owner of the acc but im like sok got your back bro.....as soon as i payed for it i mean as soon...pass changed and bam havent heard from him since xDi mean i dont mind helping people out cause im a nice guy...mabye too nice sometimes and well all i would have wanted was atleast a thank you sigh oh well there went 8 bucks but it was for a good cause.....

ya thats my week so far and its not turning out good...i miss her i miss her alot i mean why is she constantly on my mind everyday i cannot go without thinking about her...i mean come on like im split into a few groups of things and well i should beh like most guys and see everygirl as apiece of meat but i cant...hell i dont even notice most momen nowadays now im not saying like i dont look at women cuase that would mean im lying but i dont think of em more then a person. but she is always on my mind i miss her i havent seen her since sat thats probly why my weeks been sucking but ehhhh i really miss her
well thats all for now
 

                                                                                                                                            The one and only,
                                                                                                                                                   Dr.Domo

random junk

i listen i crave for you i say
power oncoming release the presure
dance to the music feel it inside you
lose yourself among the feeling the heat the extacy
of the moment and slowly float back to earth
soft whispers cradle you
like warm hands hold you surround you
the warmth of the sun awakes you
your eyes ajust to where you are
on top of a meadow of flowers of bloom
the spring kisses each one with its morning dew
there youll find me ever waiting  just for you

about me

Good morning!,
         This post is about me and whats going in my life i need to vent it.....OK here i go....Well im 19 years old and well i work as a telemarketer in a nowhere town. i dont enjoy my job but its the only one i got so i keep on trukinglol ummm im currently in the stage of sceduling my surgery cause im growing this wierd thing on my wrist and its not cool hurts most of the time but ehh thats life i have to live it lol i do use alot of drugs to null the pain...but mostly use the splint which is bothersome....im currently single but in love with a girl shes one of the better people in my life...btw ima dhr (die hard romantic) so ya ive never been a relationship thats lasted over a month so ya i fail and im also a virgin xDDDDD im 6' ,135pounds and have one fugly face and a nasily lispy voice so i can see where the fail comes from ummm i cant drive yet i mean i can but not legally i play tons of video games and watch hours of anime i <3 old kung fu movies. i havent cried in years though the rain falls on my face and reminds me of once was but never is yet agian xD i write books,stories,quotes draw tribal doodle and sing to my own tune....and as i sit here im listening to trance music wishng i had a smoke . i have a past that makes flinch...ive had some time i wish i could cry and so to realease the frustation i use to cut(like a emo) i now have scars that only remind me of my past....memories filled with gloom lol well i guess for now thats it

                                                                                                                                       the one and only
                                                                                                                                       Dr.domo

but ya contine from earlier
              i have problems i have worries al have doubts and i have sadnesss with fear but all of those fade away when you come near you are sunshine you brightren my day and fufill me and everything i am and i have done or anything i could do would still not be enofe to prove to ytou my love fo you it exist everlasting allwayss for you forever an and be like the changing inthe seasons marking the beutiful slow changes begininga new lifeandmystery of what could happen next whats a better way to suprise them what ways can i further my love for her...so other words other then I love you can show you how much i care for you my blessings have been praised every ordeal ive concored has only just lead the path to you :D

morelater.....

Yesterday Today!

Good Day,
      Today will be my first true post about...dun dun dun.... Yesterday. lol So my day started off with lvling in thors with Buttons <3 (aka Melody) and Chibbity chibs....we died quite a bit...then My main Bro Tim came on and hes was like wtf guise nameless anyone were like okkies it was like a 4 man party we rocked it out a little bit there and party wiped a few times but I gained a a few exps so i was happy...I think Buttons was sad cause we died but its lidont beh sad we all died too big of a moooooooooooob afterwords me and buttons went to like anubs we werer doing great till that cock sucker pharoh wanted my ass so i was like no rape just hit fw and bam no fw so i was like no my asssssssssssssssssssss and he raped meh hardcore so i came back and we lvled a bit more till we got like 15 pasanas and 2 anubitches soooooo we died i laugh and told buttons i was done and was ganna work on my ro story she got all sad ._. which made meh sad but i promise her all be around more....

            That was about maint yesterday so i work on ROStory and junk take show yada yada and get ready for work for those of you who dont know me im a telemarketer lol horrible horrible job lol but went to my job but purchased a gallon of hawaian ounch case that shits goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood lol but ya made one sale yesterday in 5.75 hours and went home got on ro and bam Tim was like nameless NAO so i was like okkies Buttons was on so i washappy to her and even shota was on even though he likes to get under my skin hes still a fun guy so we was in like namless for awhile this no 2 x exps but i was still fine with that lol umm party decided on a break and so we went back to alde and i sat and chatted to buttons who is likee my bff forever and ever and ever and................ever? shes the Cats meow



         Umm afterworks like we fnally got the party going agian and well i gots meh a lvl after deing a whole bunchxD one day thou ima solo a banshee and kill it will beh OSM heres a pic of meh lvlin



         lol we kept partying for a while longer then we got a party wip so we headed back to town everyone was tried yadd yadda lol then buttons had a bm on so im like go run and lvl ima go to my bar talk to terry while your gone....lol yes i has a bar and i got to it quite often and talk to the barmaster Terry hes a nice guy...he lost is family in the great war but hes come to terms with it over time funny thing is he doesnt drink anymore i mean he use to drink even the greatist of lordknights under the tablebut now hes clean wont touch the stuff he says i got to hand it to him though being able to run a bar without taking and drinking a drop shows alot of self control...we talked about rumors of satan morroc and how terry needs to as least prepare for something like that i mean rumors say hes powerfull then ifrit IFRIT IS LIKE OMG IMA BURN YOU HAHAHAHAHA kills even the legends...I don't know what we're ganna do i will try my best to save his bar its the only thing he has left...after a bit Buttons arrived and we chatted it up Like a fire storm xD



          Then we decided to make our way to Buttons hangout spot she though i would have forgotten but nein i never forget about information from those i care about XD



          well we ended our day on msn just me and her and i told her get some sleeps xD she needs it lol welp i think ima go my wrist hurts abit and all this typin anoys it, Take it easy.

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Hello,

    My name is Dr.Domo...But my friends all call meh Domo. I mostly play a Sniper but you can catch me on my priest quite a bit. Im a bit weird but i can let you decide. It's almost always a blast with me around . But ya anyways this is my first post tomarrow i will start to post real blogs...anyways ima go work on my layout.. Chow!